I had my first meltdown last night. I have been feeling moody, but no major meltdowns until last night. I was changing clothes and feel like I am already showing! I freaked out. Liz was talking about taking pictures of my belly earlier in the evening. My body is already changing. I know I am not really showing, but I am bloated and my whole front torso is softer than usual. I just started crying hysterically in frustration. Liz on the other hand thinks it’s great. I kept repeating that I look pregnant and she kept saying, well you are pregnant! I should not look like it yet! I have been eating healthy, but I have not been exercising. I am hoping that the second trimester gives me my energy back and I can start walking or swimming again. I have a luscious heated (not too hot) lap pool that I was swimming in after work for a while. I bet once I really do start showing, it will feel really nice to feel weightless in the water. I am not really upset about it today, but was dramatically upset about my changing body last night. Liz pulled up message boards about all kinds of people on week 7 that feel like they are already showing or that their work clothes feel different.
On another note, I have felt slightly nauseous all day. I have been feeling sick a little here and there, but today I have not felt that great all day. I am so thankful for ginger ale:) I am still exhausted but have the next 7 days off work!!!!! My best friend is coming in from Oklahoma with her fiance. I am so excited!! Only day 1 of vacation and I am enjoying it. I got up at 7 and then napped for a few hours in the afternoon. It was very nice. I have a drs. appointment tomorrow where I should be able to see the glimmer of the baby’s heartbeat. So exciting!! I will post pics tomorrow.