Friday, May 6, 2011

All In Our Heads?

I hate the two week wait.  It is so sucky and stupid.  How is it that we can put people on the moon, and have amazing apps like Shazam (I love it so much), and all of the other crazy technology that is out there, yet we can’t find a reliable way to figure out if someone is pregnant before two weeks?  That is so stupid.  And I guess that the fact that it only takes two weeks to find out is sort of amazing, but it sure doesn’t feel like it when you are waiting for those days to pass.  If only there were more signs.  Yesterday S felt so pregnant, she was nauseous for like 4 hours and mentioned that she all of a sudden hates the lotion that she used to love, it smells way too strong for her now.  But today she only felt sick to her stomach for a little bit and doesn’t feel pregnant like she did yesterday.  It is truly maddening.  And I hate that it’s totally possible that all of our lucky ‘signs’ and the nauseous feelings and what not could totally be in our minds.  Stupid minds playing stupid tricks on us. 

But despite my fears that this is all in our heads, I still feel pretty confidant that S will be a One Hit Wonder and that we are pregnant.  I think that May is a lucky month and that our test on the 11th, which is only 5 days away will show that BFP that we are looking for.  If not, my birthday is the next day and we are having a party that weekend, so lots to look forward to.
Fingers crossed!


  1. It's so hard, isn't it? So so so many emotions. I hope that we all get our BFPs. Hugs, mama.

  2. I love your attitude. :D :D Keep on keeping on!!!

  3. you're so positive! I admire that :)

  4. The waiting is such a killer isn't it?!? I find it difficult to think about anything else when my mind is not otherwise occupied.