I can’t believe that in 1-2 more days (depending on what tracker I’m looking at), S will be 20 weeks pregnant, which means, she is half way to the finish line. I can’t believe my sweet wife is 5 months pregnant. It still seems like such a dream and such a shock. S told me the other day that she still wakes up half of the time wondering if this whole pregnancy has just been a dream and that in reality she is just getting fat. But she isn’t getting fat, she is getting more and more wonderfully pregnant with our baby boy. And I couldn’t be happier. It feels like every day I fall more and more in love with my beautiful, strong, amazing wife and more and more in love with the little boy growing inside of her. Truly, what a miracle all of this is.
Yesterday, I think I might have felt Jude kick. S has been feeling him moving and shaking (and lots of kicking) for the past three weeks or so, but every time I put a hand on her tummy, nothing. But last night we were laying in bed reading and I think I might have felt it. It was just the tiniest little flutter, and if I just had my hand on her and wasn’t actively hoping to feel him, I don’t know that I would have noticed it at all, but because I was looking for it, I felt it. I hope that in the next two weeks our little Jude packs on some weight so there is a bit more heft to his tiny kicks so that I can feel them. I can’t wait.
So now that we know that we are having a boy, we have been speculating on what he will be like. My BFF Brandon said that he pictures Jude as being a really smart, liberal, jock type, where I have been picturing him as a witty, sarcastic surfer type of guy. S and I have also been joking over the last few weeks about what he will be like. You see, for the last month I’ve been working this weird schedule where I don’t go in until 11:15, so I have been able to watch morning daytime TV, including The View (not a big fan though I must say). And S has a few mornings off too, so we have been watching it, joking that Jude is really conservative and how much he really loves Elizabeth (the conservative, right winger cast member) on The View and how he thinks she has some really great ideas/points. It has been just cracking us up, but we are pretty weird. We also decided (again, jokingly) that he is going to be a really annoying baby and not like the stuff that we like. For example, one of the things that I am looking forward to (among lots of other things like mostly being around my baby all day) about being a stay at home mom is getting to hopefully watch The Ellen show (which I almost never see now because I’m at work). And so we joke that he will really hate the Ellen show and make lots of grumbly sighs while I try to watch because he hates it so much. Again, this cracks me up.
In nursery news, I put up the mini blinds this week. Man, what a pain in the neck (literally! My neck is so sore!) putting those stupid things up were. But they do block some light. Though, even with the blinds and the curtains, it still isn’t terribly dark in there during the day. I’m wondering if that will be a big deal as far as daytime naps will go and if so, should I add a layer of room darkening material to my curtains. Any thoughts?