What to think

When I was first inseminated, I felt all those signs and was just sure I was preggie.  Now, I am not so sure. I am confused.  I don’t feel preggie anymore, more like PMS is on setting.  The weird part is that it could totally mean that I am preggie, or it could be PMS.  I will take the first test on Wednesday.  I am nervous.  I will be upset if it is negative, but still feel the true test will be on next Monday.  I guess I either will start my period or I will have not.  Either way, I am feeling anxious and not as sure as I have been thru this whole journey.
On another note, my allergies have been CRAZY!  If I am not drugged, I am coughing non-stop.  It has been awful and it is really upsetting to take medication right now.  I was taking Sudafed because that is what the Dr. recommended, but then another Dr. says don’t take it during the first Trimester.  Then I read it has been linked to the intestines developing on the outside of the fetus body.  What kind of thing is that to say!  My co-worker would like to know what study they discovered that in!  So, I switched to Benadryl.  It makes me feel sleepy and loopy, but if it’s safer for the possible baby, then I am down!
If I am preggie, the baby is the size of a poppyseed.  That is exciting.
On another plus note, Liz is roasting and chicken and making Yorkshire pudding and mashed potatoes with parsnips in them.  Yum!  I just sampled her gravy and holy cow, de-lish!!
-S